Joy and I had discussed with Daniel at our last meeting how vital this part of movie making is and that it's very important that no matter how tempting it may be to do a "rush job" that we take our time with this movie and do it right. If it means getting proper funding than we may just have to wait. If it means sorting through casting call after casting call to find that actor/actress that can pull off the part then we do it.
I have a different perspective. I'm not putting a writer above any other job in film making, however, I have to point out that up until a film gets started the writer is the only one who has possibly wasted their time on the project depending on how its treated from then on. After all film makers don't waste their time filming a crappy script?
It's tough in the situation of "grassroots" film making not to write to what you can afford and go towards the safe easy side. For example, not writing a pivotal scene because we may not get a "gun" or "the location of a cemetery". It's risky when you're the only one thats spent the most hours alone in your room writing something that could be ruined if one area is not full filled. I think it's why I worked so hard during production of Convenience. I wanted it to be the best it could be according to what we had, I didn't want my time to be ill spent.
My perspective since "Convenience" has changed now that I am not just putting words on paper that make some sort of sense. I've sat and struggled with this story on how each scene should lead to the next and what a "good twist" at the end will be.
Its scary knowing that the characters are more than 1 dimension and not knowing if Arizona has the experienced talent to pull that off since we have limited awareness. Or knowing that this movie could flop before it starts if we don't have enough fans/investors to back us financially. Or possibly the experience to rig a full bus in a limited amount of time.
Do I think we can overcome those obstacles? Well I've seen Daniel sell ice cream to Eskimos. But will he exhaust himself trying? You can't depend on the head sled dog to pull everyone along, it has to be a team effort.
Am I trying to insult anyone with my honesty? No. But quote me here,
"If we don't have enough people dedicated to being the best we can be from the beginning, then its going to wear out the few who are and we will miss out on the potential of this project and possibly the financial rewards it could bring in the end. "
If people fail to follow through, dont help during down time, or don't continually strive to get better we will only be seen as (to quote Joy) "not having our act together."
I'm not just the writer. I market VB. I have added Myspace friends myself hundreds at a time. I find bands to give us free music. I write press releases. I host casting calls.
I'm not bragging. I am pointing out that until we get $$$$ coming in we all have to do other jobs until someone else can come along and do them for us. Everyone is expecting more for our next movie and we have to find a way to deliver and that means more people, talent, time, money, organization and most of all dedication.
That's why I think this online community is such a good idea. If everyone backs us on this project we could all potentially get the attention we deserve regarding our films.
But the question is, "Will you?"